Random Thoughts...

The past few weeks have been so busy at our house that I just haven't been able to write as much I'd like to, so here's a sampling of thoughts I've had over the last few weeks, in no particular order:

Why do I end up driving in circles every week at the tennis center, praying for just one small opening? Why am I not doing a better job of keeping up with my diabetes, especially when I had that regular coke at McDonald's tonight? Kate Gosselin looks like a total idiot with her new weave.

Why don't I want to walk more at the gym? I used to love to go there, and now all I want to do is get through my 8 times a month, then leave. Did we do the right thing in volunteering for those free Disney tickets, when I don't even know if we can afford to go there this year? Speaking of which, should I get a job? Sigh... Sigh... Why did we have to buy a tire for the Cruiser when the Van also needs 2 tires...badly...

Why is gas priced at $2.85 a gallon when no one seems to be driving that much more than they did 6 months ago. Can't wait until November to kick all the losers out of office - but will it already be too late? Why are teenagers so much harder to deal with than babies? Money sucks. I've decided that my sons are the "real deal"- smart, honest and kind, not to mention good-looking. I'm proud of them, but one of them really believes that he's the cats' pajamas - maybe I should cut his hair...

Why do I feel lately that I am an outsider whenever I walk into a room. I mean, last week, a lady was just incredibly snippy with me, for no reason than to just be snippy. Maybe it's me, but I just haven't felt sociable lately. I don't really care if the weather is nice, because I have a feeling we'll pay for it in April. Why is my younger son constantly running around, singing "Can't Touch This? Break it down!!"?

I love Lost, everyone knows that, but I really hate that it's ending. I don't think I'll ever find a show like this again. If I could marry Jack in an alternate universe, that would be fine. I love Ben and Flocke, James and Miles. Kate...not so much. I love to read message boards for all my shows. I keep trying to remember a certain song from the movie "Scream" so I can download it, but I just can't put my finger on it. Almost everyone from "Party of Five" has been successful since it went off the air.

I wish I didn't have such a good memory. I wish I couldn't remember all the bad times, only the good. What's that saying - I can forgive, but I don't forget. I feel the need to go to QCumbers again soon. I'm a little Irish, but I wore blue today. Zachary made it to the state Wildlife Bowl for 4-H. It's on April 17th- that's my mother's birthday. Maybe she will give him some luck. I think she looks out for us. I lost $45 at Treasure Island last weekend and felt like it was the end of the world. I hate wasting money.

I've been looking up old videos on YouTube lately- Hall and Oates, Olivia Newton John, Whitney, Culture Club, and this little group called Lo-Key. I LOVED this one song they had in the nineties, "I Gotta Thang For Ya". Incredibly cheesy, but fun. I'd sing it in my dorm when I was all alone. I'm tired. That is all.